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November 28, 2003

Living paycheck to paycheck

The title of this entry has been the story of my life for longer than I care to admit, but as it turns out, this particular form of misery loves company. I was watching the news last night and they did a piece on Wal-Mart's own sales tracking.

The chain has long tracked when people buy products during the month, and predictably, more people buy products during the first and the 15th of the month -- as a lot of people get paid on the first and the 15th. From the 11th to the 15th, sales drop, then they pick up again.

And the drop from the 11th to the 15th indicates that people are waiting for their next paycheck before they buy anything else. Now here's the interesting thing: Apparently the trend *this* year is that sales before the 15th don't so much drop as plummet precipitously.

These are folks that are using Wal-Mart much like my wife and I do -- they're buying drygoods, detergent, snacks, toiletries -- things you use over and over again. They're not, by and large, getting a lot of clothes, electronics, bikes, toys and the other stuff that Wal-Mart sells.

Why the difference? The thesis of the news report is that people are increasingly living paycheck to paycheck, and the more pronounced drop indicates that *more* people than ever before are running out of money before their next paycheck.

It's a depressing trend, but it's something to consider at a time when a lot of people are rushing out to buy shit that they don't need and other people don't need because they're compelled to by tradition and by some unbelievably great deals that they think they can't live without.

I'm just happy to know that we're not alone out there -- for a while I was feeling like a complete retard at money management. It doesn't totally assuage my concern, but at least it lets me know that there are lots of other folks that are having similar problems.

Spam gone wild?

Has anyone else been pummelled by spam today? I get a really high volume of spam most days anyway, but today my .Mac account and an account at work have both gotten nailed with a much higher volume than usual.

Normally my .Mac account might get five to 10 spams per day. Today it was more like 30. And at work, I usually field a couple of hundred per day, but it's more like 5 or 600 just this morning.

Friday Five

Time again for the Friday Five.

1. Do you like to shop? Why or why not?

Generally speaking, no, unless it's for something I want.

2. What was the last thing you purchased?

A new skillet and a cover for it are the last things I can remember buying, outside of groceries and other necessities.

3. Do you prefer shopping online or at an actual store? Why?

It depends on what I'm buying. If I know what it is and I can get a better price online, I usually buy it online. But I'll go to a store if it's something I'm unfamiliar with, or something I want to compare prices and features on.

4. Did you get an allowance as a child? How much was it?

I got an allowance as a teen. I don't remember exactly what it was, but I remember that it increased gradually the older I got.

5. What was the last thing you regret purchasing?

We got this toaster oven at a yard sale for like $3. It doesn't toast very well. I realize $3 is nothing, but it still pissed me off that it doesn't work right.

Buy Nothing Day

So the news reporters have been all aquiver with the expectation that today's going to be a banner shopping day that will kick off the holiday season into high gear. For me, it's Buy Nothing Day.

There are a few practical reasons for this:

a) I hate holiday shopping, especially today.
b) I'll be lucky if I make it to the next paycheck without having a utility shut off or a check bounce.
c) Bonnie has already done a large percentage of our holiday shopping. She likes to have it done *by* now, just so we can avoid the malls this time of year.

November 26, 2003

Holiday blah

This time of year always depresses me a bit, from a professional perspective.

As a news guy, I depend on the constant inflow of press releases, product announcements, updates and so on to keep my job interesting. Almost throughout the year, I can count on a steady stream of such material to arrive in my e-mail inbox; when that doesn't happen, I can usually cull nuggets of information from the wire services or from other sites that carry similar coverage to ours.

There are only two points where it really goes dead -- Thanksgiving week and the week between Christmas and New Year's Day. A lot of companies shut down during those times, and those that stay open realize that a lot of people travel during this time of year so figure it's not worthwhile to announce anything.

I'm left holding the bag, of course.

I take solace in knowing that I can take an early day today and that I have a few days off to enjoy with the family; I'm looking forward to it. But sitting in front of my keyboard I can't help but feel a bit frustrated as I watch the clock count down, too!

November 25, 2003

George Bush is a goddamn idiot

Between Iraq, his position on gay marriage and this medicare debacle, I am resolute on this point.

November 24, 2003

The Frickin' Van goes to the dump

So, as I said, the frickin' van has two jobs: To fetch groceries and to go to the dump. At this rate, it could just be a home for wayward squirrels very quickly.

I went to the dump this afternoon on my weekly trash run. When the goddamn squirrels are done rifling through the trash and feasting on the garbage, I get to take their foul leavings off to the local transfer station, which is a fancy word for dump. They don't actually dump things there anymore, which is why they call it a transfer station -- all the crap people leave there gets transferred somewhere else with a lower property value, I guess. They've capped over the places they have dumped stuff with dirt and planted grass and wildflowers to make it look good. They also stuck big PVC pipes to vent the methane that bubbles up from underground constantly. Where we used to live there was a "transfer station" that had these vent-pipes actually lit on fire, like an industrial refinery burning off its unused supply of natural gas.

The transfer station's road is shaped like a big loop. You drive clockwise through the loop, and at the lowest point is loop the gateway we all exit in and out of. Right near there, in the lower part of the loop, is where all the recycleables go.

Apparently, sometime in the past couple of years some anal-retentive organization freaks have taken over the transfer station, because you now require a Ph.D. to throw things away. I have to know which kind of paper, plastic, glass and metal goes in which bins, and if I don't get it right, I'm accosted by someone whose job it is to know these things.

Of course, he has four teeth and never graduated from elementary school, but he knows the difference between chipboard and cardboard and by God, he is going to educate everyone else on the planet with his knowledge as well. He often shares his views on George W. Bush, the situation in Iraq and whether or not it will rain today as well. Actually, come to think of it, I have not seen this shambling mutant in quite some time. Perhaps he's died or retired from the trash business and moved to a trailer park in the Everglades.

Once you've passed through this gauntlet there is massive corrugated steel structure that looks like it houses rockets for NASA. Inside is a great big pit that funnels into an open-topped container truck trailer far below. On both sides, the residents of Mashpee hurl their bagged trash into this truck. Periodically throughout the week, the transfer station employees hook up the trailer to the truck and haul it to one side of the loop, where it is later taken away to God-knows-where for further processing.

The right side of La Casa Grande De Basura is a drive-through entry. "5 BAG LIMIT" says the sign. "NO BARRELS." During the weekend, a line five or six cars deep will often form near this entry. When people with more than five bags who choose to dump barrels pull through, the people behind them often fantasize about killing them and dumping their bodies in the pit. But that would block traffic, so they avoid doing it.

On the left hand side is an entry way that residents with presumably more than five bags of trash or barrels are supposed to back into. It works fine and dandy, though its proximity to the Cardboard Masher Upper and the Dead Sea of Rotting Mattresses makes it difficult to navigate from time to time.

So, what does all this have to do with the Frickin' Van, you may wonder. Well, it's by and large just background info to help you paint a picture in your mind of where I spent some time today with the Frickin' Van, my trash-hauling machine. I loaded it up with the three recycle bins and three 33 gallon bags of household trash and then left. When I got to the transfer station, I let the van idle as I emptied the three recycle bins one by one. Then I put them away, closed the slider door, and got behind the wheel, giant exhaust hole gurgling its deep bass.

I looked down at the Frickin' Van's instrument panel and noticed that the instrument gauge was a few notches higher than normal. On the Frickin' Van, the temperature gauge is a left pointing arrow that goes from bottom to top, cool to hot. The word NORMAL is written inside the gauge, and normally the need stays near the N. Today it was near the R.

Nothing bad about that, I thought. A bit warm than I'm used to seeing it, but whatever. Only, the gauge almost NEVER moves. Even when this van has overheated, as it has done twice, that gauge almost never budged. I've always thought it was broken or something.

I drive up to the drive-thru entrance and wait. Some woman in a gold Lexus SUV is pulling all her trash out, and her overfed gold retreiver is hanging out of the back having a good sniff. He's at the transfer station -- lots of fun things to smell. Finally she finishes and leaves, making room for me to pull the Frickin' Van in.

So I pull into the big house and pop open the tailgate, and proceed to dump out my trash. I'm only out of the van maybe twenty seconds -- three bags, boom, I'm done, slam the tailgate. In that time, the temperature gauge needle has risen to between M and O.

And worse, the Engine light is on. When that Engine light comes on and stays on, bad things happen. Fluids rush out of the bottom of the Frickin' Van. AAA is summoned.

"Just get me home," I command the van, and pop the transmission into Drive. I pull around the far corner of the big loop and barrel down the left side and out the gate. By the time I've driven to the corner of the road that borders the fenced in edge of the transfer station's property line, the gauge is already dropping and the Engine light has turned off.

I didn't have any other incidents on the way home, but it was enough to get the heart racing. I dunno if it's a stuck thermostat or just other weirdness, but something's not right. Just not right enough to make me wary of driving the Frickin' Van again unless I absolutely have to.

November 23, 2003

The frickin' van

Yep, I still have it, and it still runs. It's now three months overdue for a state inspection and the hole in the muffler is louder than ever. Fact is, I haven't had the time, money or inclination to fix it, especially not with the other vehicle (which my kids have taken to calling the TV van) running well, and money still owed on it.

So I take it out basically twice a week -- once to the grocery store, since it has a lot more cargo carrying capacity than the TV van -- and once to the dump, since it's the vehicle that has the dump sticker.

I've noticed that the smell of burning oil is more pronounced than ever. Leaky engines seem to be a "thing" with Ford vehicles regardless of vintage, if they get enough miles on them, and I've known that it was burning oil for sometime since the oil level went down but didn't actually drip out anywhere. I think since the engine sits for days a time before it's turned over, there's more oil pooled up to burn now. The good news is that it isn't discoloring the exhaust, so it's not a huge problem -- at least not yet.

Amazingly, the van starts without complaint and runs fine, despite going from our daily driver to our twice-a-week driver. I think it's enjoying its retirement.

November 21, 2003

Look for the union label

Fuckin' Verizon.

Dear peter cohen,

Thank you for your patience. Your DSL Order is still being processed.
However, we are experiencing a delay in activating your service on
telephone number (xxx) xxx-xxxx. Please know that we are working
diligently to provide you with service.

Your revised Estimated Service Ready date is 12/05/2003*.

Friday Five

Is it just my imagination, or is the Friday Five suddenly not sucking as much as it used to?

1. List five things you'd like to accomplish by the end of the year.

a) Sleep through the night without waking up to pee, having to separate Bob and James from a sleepwalking fistfight, or rescuing the trash from the racoons.

b) Have money in the bank that isn't spent already.

c) Be reasonably caught up with work.

d) Have all my (and Bonnie's) old clothes that I'm (and she's) not going to wear anymore but are still useable donated to local charities.

e) Be ready to take on the new year without feeling beaten up.

2. List five people you've lost contact with that you'd like to hear from again.

a) My old high school english teacher.

b) A friend of mine from elementary school.

c) This guy I used to hang out with when I lived in California.

d) One of my old bosses.

e) Some of the weird folks I've met at trade shows.

3. List five things you'd like to learn how to do.

a) Fly a plane.

b) Scuba dive.

c) Speak a foreign language fluently.

d) Rebuild a car engine.

e) I'm drawing a blank for the last one.

4. List five things you'd do if you won the lottery (no limit).

a) Pay all my debts, and maybe a few other people's too.

b) Set up college and trust funds for the kids. Both of these entries sort of fall under a more general concept of "set my family up with up a blanket of reasonable financial security."

c) Start a scholarship or two, or do some sort of charitable work. I like the idea of a scholarship, though, because it implies that the money is going towards someone who's proven some merit, and that rings true for me.

d) Buy a nice villa for my mom somewhere warm. She's mentioned Mexico once.

e) Take a long, long vacation. Australia would be on the trip, definitely. The Mediterranean, too.

5. List five things you do that help you relax.

a) Watch TV (unless something about Michael Jackson is on).

b) Read a book. Sci fi or fantasy, preferably.

c) Go for a walk. I don't do this as often as I should.

d) Take a nap. I don't do this as often as I want.

e) Play a video/computer game. Ditto.

November 19, 2003

Why there aren't more sports games for the Mac

One question that I hear a lot is, Why aren't there more sports games for the Mac? The simple answer is because they don't sell very well.

Mac gamers feed by and large from the same trough as PC gamers. While an increasing number of games come straight from consoles, thanks to the efforts of companies like Aspyr, the lion's share of titles still make their way from PC conversions.

PC gamers don't buy sports games in huge numbers. Sure, there are a few standout titles, like golf games and the occasional Madden title, but if you check the top ten retail sales charts that various market research companies track, you'll find that on average, there are only about one or two sports games in the list -- for the PC specifically.

It's because PC gamers -- and by extension Mac gamers, because they're not really that different -- are looking for a different gaming experience. They prefer shooters, action games, role playing games, strategy titles -- for whatever reasons, sports titles are just kind of a blind spot to PC and Mac gamers.

When Mac game developers *have* brought titles to the Mac, the results have been tepid at best. Madden NFL 2000 was a loss for Aspyr, and that was the last big action/sports game title to make it to the Mac.

It costs a lot to license these games -- the player's associations, players, teams and leagues all want their cut -- and it costs a lot to develop them, too, because by and large they use custom engines that haven't already been ported to the Mac platform.

And the fact is that PC games in general are in decline -- there's less of a market for Windows titles than there was a year or two ago, with the sophistication of current video game systems.

So my suggestion to gamers who ask for Mac sports games is this: Don't bother with petitions, and don't bother with PCs. Get a PS2 or an Xbox. You'll be infinitely happier in the long run.

Shut up, Frank

There, I've updated. Happy now?

November 16, 2003

Friday Five

I thought I'd posted this before my laptop went haywire on Friday, but I guess not, so here goes:

1. Using one adjective, describe your current living space.

Chaotic.

2. Using two adjectives, describe your current employer.

Busy and distant.

3. Using three adjectives, describe your favorite hobby/pasttime.

Contemplative, passive and calming.

4. Using four adjectives, describe your typical day.

The arc of my day usually goes something like this: Start with lethargic, jump to frenetic pretty quickly, move along to single-minded, and end with exhausted.

5. Using five adjectives, describe your ideal life.

Carefree. Happy. Content. Healthy. Solvent.

November 14, 2003

Tacky Turkey Bob

Bob's latest magnum opus:

One day a tacky turkey named Bob was born. When he got older he had to go to turkey school. One day when he crossed the street to get to school he got ran over and he became stupid. He kept running into things. His parents sold the house and moved to the city. At the city he was looking around when he got ran over again he wasn't dumb anymore. The end.

Album 2.0 > iPhoto

I love the Mac, and have for my entire adult life and part of my adolescence, too. Having said that, I'm not a "kool-aid drinker," as some describe them -- I'm not a Mac fanatic who's blind to the larger PC world around him. Having said that, every so often something about Windows PC use catches me by surprise.

Today that surprise came in the form of muscling about with Adobe Photoshop Album 2.0. I had cause to install it on a Virtual PC installation I keep handy and was quite amazed at what I found: Photoshop Album 2.0 has chunks of iPhoto in its stool.

Not only is the software profoundly simple to install and navigate, even for a Windows app, but it works incredibly well. Importing photos, grabbing them from your digital camera and so on doesn't take much to work correctly, and it comes with a better set of tools to edit and manipulate your digital photos than iPhoto does.

What's more, it has more utility than iPhoto does, too. While many of the features are similiar, stuff like a built-in greeting card and calendar maker actually make Album more functional than iPhoto.

This isn't a rant against Apple by any stretch, but Apple really could learn a few things from Album that could make the next version of iPhoto rock. I hope they're paying attention.

blah.

Dear peter cohen,

Thank you for your patience. Your DSL Order is still being processed. However, we are experiencing a delay in activating your service on telephone number (xxx) xxx-xxxx. Please know that we are working diligently to provide you with service.

Your revised Estimated Service Ready date is 11/24/2003*.

November 13, 2003

Good

nuff said.

And now, a moment of utter despair

Some days just suck. This is one of them.

November 12, 2003

Hamstrung by its own success

Apparently I'm not the only one around here who thinks Comcast's cable modem service sucks. I got a call at about 10am this morning from a Verizon technician who was working on the lines up the street from me (literally, he just tapped in and called). As it turns out, there aren't enough interface cards to provision a DSL line for me -- the ones they've installed have all been spoken for already.

All that means is that I'm going to have to wait another week or two before I get my DSL line as they have to install more cards, even though I've already got my hardware, according to the technician, so I guess I'll just have to make do until then.

Comfort food

What's your favorite comfort food? Everyone's got at least one food that they like when it's cold out, or when they're not feeling well, or when they've just been dumped. It's usually something that's not good for you that you eat anyway. And I'm not talking about junk food here, I'm talking about a dinner dish or something you make for yourself or for your family.

One comfort dish we always turn to when the weather gets cold is a meal that Bob really likes. He's a finicky eater, so that he'll eat it makes me happy: It's cube steak, dredged with flour and pan-fried, then smothered in cream of mushroom sauce, served over a bed of white rice. Very savory and very hearty, though undoubtedly dreadful for adult arterial health.

I used to love baked macaroni and cheese (not Kraft dinner mind you, the real stuff), then I developed an intolerance to lactose, so that's sort of out. Meat loaf is another good one -- and we have a family recipe that makes it really good, though for convenience's sake I've been using one of those kits you can buy in the grocery store for about $5, and they work out well.

So, what's your comfort food?

November 11, 2003

New home

Thanks to Victoly.com, I'm gonna keep Tikkabik around for a while. Thanks to all who told me to keep Tikkabik alive...

This explains, btw, if you subscribe to this site's RSS feed, why you saw about a dozen entries that you may have already seen before suddenly recycle themselves. Sorry about that, but it's just an inevitability of moving over to the new service. Anyway, on with the show.

November 10, 2003

Brr.

I'm sure this will earn me a pissy little retort from Corey "Paul Bunion" Tamas by IM (or perhaps an oblique blog post) telling me to suck it up and deal with it, but it's freakin' cold today.

It's the first time since last winter I've really *had* to fire up the space heater in my basement office to be comfortable enough to work -- I felt the cold in my joints, especially in my fingers. When I checked the thermometer, it was was pegged at about 60 degrees.

Now it's still above freezing outside, though it looks like today it'll be in the 40s (that's 4.444444444444 degrees for you godless heathens that use the accursed "metric" system with its fancy decimals), so we sent the sprogs to school in their winter gear for a change. But it's also made me realize that I never ended up having heat put in the office, and I'm once again cursing myself for my poor money management skills and ever-present procrastination.

Nothing to see here, folks, just some self-flaggelation. Move along.

Gallows humor

Good on the germans. While I can't say smoking is a great habit, I do find the government-mandated warnings on, say, Canadian cigarettes to be unnecessarily heavy handed. (If you've never seen them, they're complete with color photographs showing diseased lung tissue.) Glad to see some German smokers taking the piss out of another example of government intrusion on private life.

The end...?

I'm thinking about shutting Tikkabik.com down for now. SQL hosting through my current service provider --necessary for Movable Type -- ain't cheap, and I just don't much see the point of maintaining a vanity domain that I'm barely using.

As it stands now, I can continue to blog through iBlog and .Mac, though it will, I admit, be more limited in structure and capability. And I'll continue to renew my registration on Tikkabik so I'm not charged an arm and a leg to get it back someday, like some losers.

Anyway, if anyone can convince me out of this, let me know. Otherwise I'm probably going to axe Tikkabik.com near the end of the month, since I've already paid for November.

November 08, 2003

Bah

Goddamnit, I'm sick again. Second time since school started, and I blame the kids, because they're the ones I always catch this stuff from. Near as I can tell, I've got the same upper respiratory thing that James has been sniffling and coughing his way through for most of this week. My eyes are watery, I'm coughing, and I'm congested, but there's plenty of sneezing and post-nasal drip to go around. And I can tell it's going to get worse before it gets any better.

November 07, 2003

The Ocean State

Writing for Slate, Andy Bowers explains how Rhode Island is the nation's yardstick.

Friday Five

Okay, I've been skipping them lately because, frankly, they've sucked, but these questions are reasonably entertaining for me to answer.

1. What food do you like that most people hate?

Prunes. I don't necessarily dig the after effects, but I love the taste. Like big, giant, squishy raisins.

2. What food do you hate that most people love?

Tuna. From a can. Can't stand that shit. Give me tuna sushi or tuna sashimi, grill it, whatever. But I'd want to puke when I see the can open.

3. What famous person, whom many people may find attractive, is most unappealing to you?

Males: Clay Aiken pops to mind right away. There's just something about that guy that bugs me. It's not the nerd-turned-somewhat-hot thing; it's not the gentle disposition. I can't quite put my finger on it. Females: Jennifer Garner.

4. What famous person, whom many people may find unappealing, do you find attractive?

Yeah, like I'd answer THIS question and give all seven of you who read this endless ammunition. Right.

5. What popular trend baffles you?

Lord, there are so many. Do I have to limit myself to just one?

The trend of affluent white, suburban youth to adopt the body language and vocabular of inner city minority youth. I see it as a form of 20th/21st century blackface that's unintentionally insulting to the culture that they mimic.

More than two years after the trend started with the destruction of the World Trade Center towers, people who hang American flags from their vehicles baffle me. Again, it's insulting -- to the flag as an icon, in any case. There are pretty clear guidelines set out for how the flag is supposed to be displayed and when it's supposed to be raised and lowered, and hanging it from a car antenna or from the tow hook on a pickup truck seems to belittle that. In some cases, it's bloody dangerous to have that thing flapping around too.

November 06, 2003

Fall, damn you!

This one leaf falling at a time thing is inefficient bullshit. I want all the deciduous vegetation down and out of the way, now.

November 05, 2003

Game bitch

I'm pretty sure this is a bad case of burnout, but I'll kvetch just the same. I'm bloody sick and tired of playing games that are either too buggy or too damned complicated to operate without gnashing my teeth in frustration.

It's been the better part of half a year since I've really been impressed with anything that's floated through my door. One box I got just this week I've been looking forward to with baited anticipation, only to find that it's totally broken with QuickTime 6.4. While I can't say that Apple's really that great about keeping its developers in the loop with core system changes -- look at the endless stream of Panther updates recently -- QT 6.4 has been out long enough that this developer should have had a patch ready by now.

Then there's this other game I've been playing -- it's a real time strategy game. It's not bad. It's not buggy, near as I can tell. It's just frustrating as shit to get your troops to do anything that remotely resembles what you tell them to do.

Then there's the endless parade of crap that's come out of uDevGame 2003 this year. There are some nuggets of inpiration and brillance, absolutely. There's also a lot of half-finished, not-finished, and not-ready-for-primetime-in-a-million-years crap.

Bah. I need a margarita.

Another tea party

The weirdest thing about this story is that it happened in my neck of the woods.

Brilliant, though. This little gray-haired old lady scalds the crap out of the would-be carjacker with her hot tea then smashes the ceramic mug upside his head.

Moral of the story: Don't fuck with the tea lady.

November 03, 2003

Stew

So now that the cold weather is back I'm back to making stew, trying to find the right combination of herbs and spices and vegetables to make it just right. The stew I made last night was good, though I cooked it in a hurry and the meat was still really tough.

Anyway, what I've been doing is dice up onions and saute them in a bit of butter, then brown the stew meat. I pour in three or four cups of beef stock -- enough to cover the meat, plus a bit more, because the vegetables go in afterwards -- and some red wine. I'll season with bay leaf, salt and pepper -- just basic stuff, really. That and the tang of the wine really taste good together.

Vegetables go in next, after the meat's cooked a while and loosened up a bit, and to that end, I'm working with potatoes, carrots and celery -- just basic stuff, again. Cook until the potatoes are soft, and usually along the way someplace I'll throw in some flour, just to thicken up the mixture so you get that nice stick-to-your-ribs stew consistency

A thick crusty bread is a necessity, and while I've been unable to find a good replacement for the crusty, white italian four-corner bread that my aunt Ada used to bring to Christmas dinner, I've found some decent replacements -- even a good French baguette is suitable, as long as it's good at sopping up the juice.

Like I said, this is a pretty basic and straightforward stew recipe -- nothing fancy or extravagant. But I'm curious -- anyone have any particular secret ingredients they're willing to share that makes their stew stand out?

DSL is cheap

So I just got off the phone with Verizon, and am very happy. I called to clear up a billing problem, but while I was on the phone the rep mentioned to me that my package with them gave me a modest ($5) discount on DSL service, which knocked the price down to about $20 less than what I've been paying *spit* Comcast all this time.

As near as I can tell, there's no way to lose on this deal -- I get the modem for free, as long as I keep it for a year; there's no contract; if I bug out and have to cancel the service, they pay for return shipping and packaging for the modem; and I get 30 days to try out the service before I'm billed, and I can cancel at any time in that stretch and not be charged a penny.

So let's see: No risk to me to try it out; works faster than the cable modem since there's no shared bandwidth with my porn-and-warez-downloading neighbors. Hm. Looks like Verizon's just trying really, really hard to take revenue away from Comcast, and given that Comcast isn't trying really, really hard to keep it, who am I to argue?

So I'm going to give it a shot; they tell me I should be up and running with DSL by the 14th. They don't need to send anyone out to the house to do anything, but I guess they do need to program a remote terminal someplace between here and the central office, and that's gonna take about a week and a half. So I'll let you know how things go once I'm set.

November 02, 2003

On self-control

For someone with poor impulse control trying to manage his blood sugar levels, Halloween is about the worst time of the year you can imagine. It doesn't matter when one's wife bakes a dozen cupcakes or one's mother pops by with a box full of glazed donuts. For me, it's basically like trying to look for loose change in an overgrown minefield with a metal detector and something to poke the ground with.

Fortunately the donuts are now gone, and the cupcakes soon will be -- alas, the candy remains, and probably will be for weeks yet (though i've been tempted to just spread it out on the floor and say "Go to it, kids, as much as you can eat. Whatever's left in an hour gets thrown in the trash.").

If there's an upside to this, it's that I'm more easily tempted by savory things -- potato chips and popcorn and the like -- than by sweet things. But every so often I'll hear the siren call of Reese's Peanut Butter Cups and find myself drawn to the kitchen cabinet as if by an unseen force.

But I seriously doubt I'm going to do any weight-losing any time soon.